LiViN’ iN tHiS wOrLd Of MiNe…

When you came into my life

Lots of things have changed

You inspire me of everything

As you smile gives me strength

I desire to be close to you

And stay always by your side

To know more about you

Than anyone could.

But for some reasons

Every single time we spend

Comes a strange feeling

That I can’t explain

Sometime’s as I look into your eyes

I’d say something really small

To show you my sincerity

And it just fits right into your heart

Then I started to realize

That I must be true

And all I ever wanted

Is to be with you…

Always wanted more from you

than you were willing to give;

so now we’ve gone our separate ways

each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there

the friendship always intact;

but the time for us has come gone

and the pages of time, you can’t turn back

I will always be a friend to you

and wonder how you are;

the smiles and laughter i will remember

and those precious days, minutes and hours.

Sometimes on those busy days

when you’ve a thousand things to do;

please let me glide slowly through your mind

and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment

when you’re surprise to find me there

just remember even with the distance between

I am still someone who

                      CARES…!

Gulong-gulo ang isip ko ngaun hindi alam ang gagawin sa nabasa ko kanina ako’y nabigla… parang nawasak ang aking puso sa aking nabasa… sana hindi ito 22o o kaya ay matagal ng napaglipasan ng panahon… haayyy buhay kung kailan ka nagiging masaya bigla naman babawiin, natutunan ko na siyang mahalin yun pala ay may ibang nagmamay-ari ng kanyang puso… noong una ay hindi ako naniwala sa mga sinabi nila, yun pala ang 22o… tama nga sila dapat noong una pa lamang ay itinigil ko na, e2 naman ako si TANGA tuloy pa rin…  bakit ganoon kailan ba ako makakahanap ng magmamahal sa akin, ako’y naiinip sa paghihintay… ciguro nga i’m destined to be alone…

haaaayyyy sana hindi ko na lang pinakawalan yung isa na nagmamahal sa akin kaso mas pinili ko ay iba yun pala ay masasawi din ako… biruin mo hindi mo malalaman na sila pala… ano na ang gagawin ko… paano ko itatanong sa kanya ang mga ito… ayoko nang umiyak sawang-sawa na ako… parang wala na ngang luha na papatak dito sa aking mga mata…

haaayyy buhay nga naman… ewan ko ba kung kailan ako magiging tunay na masaya… sana malapit na ito… akala ko dati ayos lang maghintay pero hindi pala lalo na kung napagod kana kakahintay sa wala… kaya ngaun hindi ko na alam ang gagawin "love ba ito o kung ano lang"… pag hindi ko siya nakita hindi kumpleto ang araw ko bad3p na ako sa simula pa lamang ng araw… pag nandyan naman siya para akong walang bibig walang lumalabas sa akin nauutal ako… pagkasama ko siya sana tumigil ang panahon pati na ang ikot ng mundo… " kung panaginip ito ayoko nang magising"… sana kasama ko siya sa tabi ko kaso may nagsabi sa akin na tigilang na ang kabaliwang ito may s_e_cial _o_e_N_ na daw ito.. hangang nagun hindi pa ako tumitigil kasi ayaw ko… habang tumatagal ang panahon natututunan ko na siyang mahalin, ang tanong eh karapat dapat ba ako sa knya.. hhhaaaayyyy kung alam mu lang na ikaw lang ang laman ng utak ko… nakakapag-aral ako ng maayos ng dahil sayo… inspired ba ang tawag dun… hehehe isa lang ang alam ko mahal kita at patuloy kitang mamahalin hangang sa paglipas ng panahon…",

ahh……nananana…. nanana….(2x) (i) I knew it was there Though i try to hide it, But the feeling just kept on shining through, i’ve known you that long, So i try to deny it, but the feeling was much to much to strong, (refrain) Could this be love, deep down inside tearin me apart, i feel it in my heart… (chorus) Constantly, Your on my mind, thinkin’ ’bout you all the time, I can’t sleep no matter what i do….. I just keep on thinkin bout you.. (ii) Why, do i feel this way, when i know you have someone that you see in each and everyday, Should i play this game? Of just bein your friend When i know that’s not where i want it to end. (repeat refrain) (repeat chorus) (bridge) Now i dont want to start no trouble, Between you and i and your lover But i mus tell you What im goin’ through, Everytime you are by I see your love in your eyes……. (repeat chorus) ah……….naa… nanana…. nanana…. (2x)

                          If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maime my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms

AEI-JAY